(2.)Love's Trinity
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Soul, heart, and body, we thus singly name,
Are not in love divisible and distinct,
But each with each inseparably link'd.
One is not honour, and the other shame,
But burn as closely fused as fuel, heat, and flame.

They do not love who give the body and keep
The heart ungiven; nor they who yield the soul,
And guard the body. Love doth give the whole;
Its range being high as heaven, as ocean deep,
Wide as the realms of air or planet's curving sweep.


(3.)Gaze
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If I ever saw those eyes again,
their soft sweet gaze, my time would end.

They fill my heart with boundless joy,
with tears of love and thoughts of more

long spent night and lack of sleep
which makes mine own eyes start to weep.

While those sweet eyes of joy
do fill my mind, my heart, my soul

with pain of longing and despair,
the thought of them not being there,

again to gaze upon mine eyes,
would break my soul, be my demise.

Yet if I must give all my days
I'de still give all for that one gaze.



(4.)I am not perfect
=---------------------------------------------------=
I am not perfect don't you see
My imperfections are what make me
I have my gaps and my flaws
To be perfect is no written law
I will get to my life long goal
It is deep inside, burning in my soul
I can laugh, I can cry
I can say hi to strangers passing by
I am my own
My flaws have made me grown
I have hopes, I have fears
You see those are my gears
I can hate, I can love
I can watch the sky above
I can be nice, I can be mean
All to easy it does seem
You will see the real me inside
Because it is me I choose not to hide





(5.)My World
=---------------------------------------------------=
AS I wake to the realm of a new day
And wonder what songs it will sing
Will everyone hide there true feelings
For the thought of the sadness it brings
And I laugh as the world disbelieves me
As I try to project who I am
And all of the people deceive me
As I prove to them that I can
For the world holds no meaning for forgiveness
And the days that turn to weeks turn to years
So for all of the despair that's within us
We must hide all are joys and our fears
For tomorrow will bring more deception
So we deal with it the best that we can
So open to the warmth of reception
And let the world hold it's own till the end.






(6.)Suicide
=---------------------------------------------------------=
An escape for my feelings I do not possess,
And so inside me they're cluttered still.
I stand before you no more and no less.
I am at no one's will.
Inside of myself I feel the anguish an stress
of a pain so strong it could kill.
Others see me using my eyes cursed with blindness.
I have an empty heart no one can fill.
As the tears stain my cheeks
My eyes start to burn
I have nowhere left to run.
My thoughts are askew
I have nowhere to turn
So slowly I reach for my gun.
Heaven or hell, it's not your concern
I don't need anyone.






(7.)The Magic of a Friend
=---------------------------------------------------------=
It's the little things that matter
The unexpected things
The thoughtful gift that gives a lift
The thrill a phone call brings
The kindly deed for one in need
The willingness to share
The happy smile that helps awhile
And tells someone I care





(8.)Silence
=---------------------------------------------------------=
futility and emptiness, the earth is filled with emptiness
the sun goes up, the sun goes down
and makes a circle back around
one man will die, another born
the people feast, the people mourn
the greed and envy brings despair
they try to grab a fist of air
the people work, the people slave
and so continue to the grave
futility and emptiness, the earth is filled with emptiness
a want is never satisfied
enough can never be supplied
in order to his riches keep
the wealthy man is losing sleep
and if they cannot be enjoyed
then are not all these riches void?
oppression and injustice done
upon this earth beneath the sun





(9.)The Mystery
=---------------------------------------------------------=
Greedy as a Hurricane
As giving as the rain
It can turn you inside out
Not cause you any pain

It will rip and tear your heart
And help your flowers grow
Its horrible and terrible
As far as it will show

Its eyes are evil in the night
but golden in the sun
It will terrorize your day
and help you have some fun

It hurts you now
It Helped you then
Its an enemy
But a friend

it hurts you and it leaves you
It guides you and it feeds you
And although it may kill you
It shall always greive you





(10.)The Breathe
=---------------------------------------------------------=
Paint me a masterpiece to share. Come from
behind the rocks and show you care.
Rejection patterned a way of life.
Hear your heart, release the strife.
The heart has broken for the last time.
Follow the stream, or claim yourself blind.
Images of greatness once held so high.
My broken dreams left me to cry.
Difficult as it is trying over and over,
I drop my head for the last time, listening
to encouraging words from a friend of mine.
Unclear why the sharing of a passionate
heart, has given me hope to create a new start.




(11.)Courage
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It takes courage to answer a call
It takes courage to give your all
It takes courage to risk your name
It takes courage to be true!

It takes courage to dare
What no other will share
To be standing alone
One whom no one will own
To be ready to stake
For another man's sake
It takes courage to be true!





(12.)Another Day
=---------------------------------------------------------=
You think of the day that's been left behind,
Images, reflections swim through your mind.

You look back on a day full of sorrow,
But you don't seem to realize that there is tomorrow.

You feel like your life's been lived in vain,
Nothing but broken scars remain.

You kneel alone beside your bed,
Feeling, in the dark, you've been left for dead.

You realize the brokenness, you realize the sorrow.
But you don't seem to realize that there is tomorrow.

You feel without hope, you're lost in despair.
Your feelings seem to diminish like smoke in the air.

Your feelings feel numb- the night drags on,
But the darkest hour is just before the dawn.

You realize the brokenness, you realize the sorrow.
But you don't seem to realize that there is tomorrow.

You suddenly, slowly begin to lift your eyes,
As the cool morning sun begins its rise.

It takes a time for it to sink in,
But you gradually realize a new day will begin.




(13.)Lost Piece
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When you lose someone, a piece of you
goes with them. Your heart crack's and
never heals, you get picked away like
strawberry fields. Concentration is
lost and you can't pay the cost. They
are gone forever, and the next time you
see them is never. But you must
live with it, and you should cry or you
yourself will even die. When you think
your about to fall and die just talk with
a friend and look right in there eye.
Friends can always help there always
there for friend's indeed are the best
thing anywhere.




(14.)The Power of a Smile
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What is a smile upon a face?
A true expression of beauty and grace.
It is a curve upon the lips,
Which only takes a muscle slip.

It is a part of daily dressing,
Because it's pretty and impressing.
It makes the wearer feel alive;
It encourages the receiver to return the smile.

It gives me joy and peace to know
That smiling sets my face aglow!
I love to hold my head up high
And share my smile with those nearby.

I meet and greet with my great smile
And know it lingers for a while.
If I feel bad and not together,
I curve my lips and I feel better.

Oh, happy day since I have found
That smiling is the key
To keeping a positive frame of mind
And a heart filled with glee!




(15.)My Pledge To You
=---------------------------------------------------------=
When the armys of darkness,
approach for the fight;
And bring the problems,
the sickness and fright;
Of your haven, they'll never get in;
I pledge to you: "This battle I'll win."
With my powers inside and a sword in my hand
These demons of darkness,
I'll drive from the land;
Though the fight, may take many years;
While we suffer,
through the blood and the tears.
Then one day, I'll call you to me;
To show that, our land is now free.




(16.)It's not all fair
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In life,
It's not all fair.
I look at the good side;
And always make it through.
I take every hit,
And throw it right back.
I smile at life,
And all its miseries
Because though life may beat me,
I will not fall.
The world may end,
But i shall not.
I make the world my own,
And enjoy every moment;
Because, I believe in Love.
And as long as you love,
You live




(17.)Angel Flames
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Amidst the chaos, breath of serenity
With eyes that pierce the dead shadows
One gaze to last so infinitely
Heart pulses filled with your undying warmth
Bright eyes of the sweetest perfection
Warding off all the coldest storms
One touch of your hand
One breath of your hair
One kiss of your lips
One moment to share
Epitome of every love, every wish, every need
All of these soulless brutal chains burned away in angel flames
One glance into eyes so deep
Never doubt for a moment
You make my soul complete
Nothing less than a perfect dream
One moment held in your arms
Shelter me from the pain
Keeping me safe from harm
Nothing less than my everything





(18.)Boredom, Boredom
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Boredom, boredom
Killing time.

Boredom, boredom
Trying hard to ryme.

Bored as hell
Nothin to do.

Bored as hell
How about you?

Tedium rising
Hard to think of big words

Tedium rising
Don't know how I got tedium...

Can't kill time
sitting here

Can't kill time
Damn thing won't die

Feels like hours
clocks broke

Feels like hours
Wait...thats the VCR

Chatting with people
Still jack sqaut

Chatting with people
kills a tiny bit o time

Boredom, boredom
Made me write this.







(19.) Standing Alone
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As I stand alone,
I look around this blood bathed field.

I see many dead bodies,
some friend some foe.

As I stand there drenched in blood in all comes back to me,
my leauge of men running at the enemies.

Iron clashing as they joust at each other,
I kills many with just a few swipes.

For I have the weapon which is revered by many,
the Trident rests in my right hand the net in my left.

I throw my net with great force capturing my enemies,
they cannot escape so I spear them with my might.

My whole heart goes into every blow,
mine enemies fall gushing their blood.

When I finally stop having no one to fight,
I look and see the dead bodies friend and foe.

As I look down I see my poor friend,
Garbuculas drowning in his own blood.

I feel my heart sink in despair,
None still remain.

So I stand alone drenched in blood,
on this empty battlefield,

I stand alone.





(20.)Dreams Have Wings
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In early years
We wish upon the stars,
And build sand castles in the air;
We romp and play
Until our latent energy
Bursts forth
With fire and determination
To rise to new plateaus.
We nourish seeds of dreams
With plans of enormous proportion
To turn sand castles
Into marble works
That withstand disbelief;
We stay the course
With power to brace us
To a soaring sense of freedom,
No longer star gazers,
But star doers.
Our dreams have taken wings!




(21.)Asodimos, I Love Her So.
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Asodimos have you heard the roaring flame in my heart?
The unfanned ember that burns my soul.
O how I long for her hair so ebony.
The silhouettes of her beautiful skin flow throughout my body.
Every night I want to run and hold her so.
For Asodimos I love her O I love her.
Her eyes with their blue hints see through my soul in green.
Her beautiful smile O doth it ring.
Asodimos I love her so.
Asodimos won't you please show me the key to her soul.




(22.)Death, Carnage, Destruction
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Death, carnage, destruction.
All these things they swim my head.
Visions of bombs blowing away.
All my pain just for a day.

Death, carnage, destruction.
Only when I see you.
The visions flash and thrash inside my head.
Of the death carnage, destruction.

Death, carnage, destruction.
Only when I see your face.
The images fly and I want to...

Death, carnage, destruction.
O how I wish I could....
Only when I see you.
Death, carnage, destruction.


(23.)The Dog Is On Fire
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Poor little guy, the dog is on fire.
Poor little dog, the flames are ridin higher.
The people try and put out the flames.
But they keep on comin back....
But they keep on comin back....
Poor little Dan, no longer man's best friend.
Poor little man, his fur is on fire.
The owner fans, but fire just pans.
They keep on comin back....
They keep on comin back....
Poor little guy, the dog is on fire.


(24.) It Doesn't Matter
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Light, dark it doesn't matter.
It all depends on the the eyes you look through.
Heaven, hell it doesn't matter.
It all depends on the soul you peer through.
Happy, sad it doesn't matter.
It all depends on the rain you walk through.
Life, death it doesn't matter.
It all depends on the side of the knife you see through.
Awake, sleeping it doesn't matter.
It all depends on the nights you sleep through.
Love, broken it doesn't matter.
It all depends on the one you live through.


(25.)I R Beter
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You are stupid. I am smart.
My farts don't stink cus I R beter.
i am popular you is not!
You think you're cool but I say your not.
Cus I am cool because I do pot.
So finaly I R beter cus you are not.



(26.)The Wind
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Faster than the speed of sound.
It cuts through the wind like a speeding bullet.
The enemies fall for the ground.
It's body shall never bend.
For it is made of hardwork and toil.
But throughout all this this the only thing you hear is the poor victim ache.
He looks on in horror as his nemisis peers down at him.
He prays to his god one last time.
Before his pursuer cuts him limb from limb.
The monster keeps on going soaked in pain.
Blood drips off it like tiny drops of rain.
Fast as the wind and steady as the tree.
This thing is a part of me.


(27.)You Talked to Me
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Your lips parted, the breath came out.
It started as a whisper.
But quickly grew into a shout.
The shyness that shrouded you quickly went away.
I stared back at you without any doubt.
You loved me.
I could tell with that simple outcry.
But why did you wait to tell me?
Why only tell me, just to then say good bye.
You finally talked to me.
But now it's all gone.
Because you have left.
With those few words "I'm sorry I never told you."
Your words hit like a bullet to my heart.
Your mouth was your gun.
All of this, because you finally talked to me.



(28.)Open Up
=---------------------------------------------------=
Open up to me.
Let me see.
I want to know what you want to be.
So I can see what you want from me.
I compare my thoughts to yours.
To see my world.
Just as you see yours.
I think of myself.
When I see God.
But I think of myself also when I see evil.
For I am the light.
For I am the dark.
Now open up to me.
For I am the Ying and the Yang.
Now please.
Open up to me.
So I can see.
How to light your soul.
So I can see how I can infect your heart.
Please open up to me.


(29.)Could you please shut-up?
=---------------------------------------------------=
I'm begging you.
I'm down on my knees.
Please O please.
Just shut-up.
I know you can do it with ease.
Just close your mouth.
Shut your cords.
Let no air pass.
So you can stop looking like a jackass.
I'm begging you.
I'm down on my knees.
Could you please just SHUT-UP?!?


(30.)Let's ride
=---------------------------------------------------=
I want to go.
Let it all just let loose.
Lemme let it flow.
Let's run through the field.
Barefoot at that.
So we can make it to the other side.
In no time flat.
Let's rumble, let's shake.
Hop in the back and make for the border.
I'm headin to heaven.
Unless I was a hoarder.
Then here I come hell.
Please let me in.
I don't think I could stay here another second.
It feels like my life is on big waste bin.
Here I come death.
Hopping on the boat.
Paddle in hand.
Cross the moat.
Over to never never land.
Crank the engine.
Then, let's ride.

(31.)Snuggle
=---------------------------------------------------=
I'll hold you close.
I'll hold you tight.
Please let me see only you when I sleep at night.
I long to be, just you and me.
I want to grip you up to me.
Keep you close to my heart.
A hug tis but a start.
You see me for me.
Nothing else.
I may be ugly, I may be an ass.
But all I know is that you are my love.
Can we snuggle?
Can we be together.
Forever and ever.
Loving, you and me.
Let's snuggle forever.

(32.)Blind Is The Path Of The Addict
=---------------------------------------------------=
He feels not the pain he's inflicting
He hears not the cries
Selfish he lies
True to the dope it's addicting
Unscrupulous con
Morals and values are gone
Trading your life to those willing to pawn
He sees not the havoc every day in his wake
Blind is the path the addict will take.

(33.)I can fly.
=---------------------------------------------------=
Waffles are good with wine.
So here try some of mine.
No you can't have the wine.
It's mine!
I heard that batman's cape is made of felt.
Also that Robbin has delt, some cards that is.
Let's drink pop and fizz!
It tricles down my throat.
Like little dragons in a moat.
Swimming around since they have no boat.
Super man will beat you up.
If you try to cup.
His little sweetheart.
I want to fly.
Into the sky.
But I'm too afraid.
I'll land and die right there.
Then they'll have to have a parade.
To honor me on mother's day.
Unless offcourse they're gay.
Then they'll have to celebrate without the marching band.
Since those horrid sounds will make everyone's ears ache.
So come to my funeral with a buck and a smile.
Bigmacs are gonna be sold at the door!
A buck a piece.
Get them while you can.
If I stand at the mountain top.
Will you give me a push?
So I can soar and fly through the sky.
But if I do so die.
Well you know that part.
So can you please.
Gimme a push?
I have wings don't worry.
O if I fall I expect you to catch me.
What do you mean you're in Miami?
O hell I'm dead.
Ofcourse.
Unless ofourse ofcourse I'm the famous talking horse!
Mr.Ed


(34.)Decaying World
=---------------------------------------------------=
I don't want to live in a world of decay.
I dont want to fight to live each day.
I need my life in perfect harmony.
I don't want to have to shop at the armory.
Use my gun for everything but fun.
O how I wish I could run away.
This world is full of nothing but decay.
Based souly on looks alone.
This world surely has shown.
That I am living in this world by myself.
No one here but thineself.
Why can't you comfort me?
I'm in pain can't you see?
I won't give up.
I have the will, I'll find a way.
To take away this horrid decay.


(35.) Shield Of Light
=---------------------------------------------------=
Come to me.
You shall see.
I will protect you with my wing.
Put you under it and let you sing.
Evil shall not win today.
I helped you in this evil fray.
Took the arrow in my arm.
Just so you could have no harm.
I am the arch-angel with my shield of light.
I have come to fight.
They shall not come in.
Even though I know not where to begin.
Though my pride be true.
I shall fight for you.
Love is my sword.
Light is my shield.
Even if I strike them hard, none shall be killed.
Life is tough I learned that the 1st time through.
But still, none shall harm you.


(36.)Only You.
=---------------------------------------------------=
Only you.
You are all I see.
Dreams of me.
Only you.
That's all I need.
My love was a seed.
It has sprouted from my lust.
Only you.
No one else.
I love.
Only you.

(37.)Love And All That Comes With It
=---------------------------------------------------=
Love is nice and fullfilling.
But some love is so strong it leads to killing.
Now I love you, and you love me.
But why can you not see?
Don't kill for me.
So she hit on me a little.
That doesn't mean you should kill her.
Now you're in jail.
Going through hell.
I guess this is love and all that comes with it.
Be jeolousy, longing, or lust.
All I know is it's a pain, it just must.

(38.)Let Me Out
=---------------------------------------------------=
I've been in here for days.
My whole life is a haze.
I can see my future, already seen the past.
It all seems to go by so fast.
Wicked deeds at blinding speeds.
My life was half-lived.
O what I woulda gived.
To take it back.
Why'd I shoot the man in black?

(39.)Time To Die
=---------------------------------------------------=
The hour is upon you.
The day is at hand.
Like Hitler with a jew.
This man shall murder you.
Run away, fast as you can.
He's got a gun in his hand.
The fire in his eyes show half a man.
The beast within, you have awakened.
Pushing and pulling away his emotions.
He pulled the trigger.
No second notions.
You die now.
The reaper here.
Hell here you come.
Shouldn't of messed with him.
You want some?


(40.) Walk Away (1)
=---------------------------------------------------=
Slowly I walk there.
Never looking back at you.
Love is not with me.


(41.)Hell (2)
=---------------------------------------------------=
Kill me now, please.
I do not want to be alive.
Send me to hell now.


(42.)Tears (3)
=---------------------------------------------------=
Steel blade cut though me.
The blood drips down your hand.
You wash off with tears.


(43.)Pray
=---------------------------------------------------=
Bow my head.
Down towards the floor.
I pray for all of the dead.
Then I realize.
I have none to pray to.
I cast away your Christian Lord.
I throw down your peaceful ways.
Nirvana I shall not reach.
I do not want to have a part of them.
So I sit there, no one to pray.
The dead shall be unrest.
Another day.

(44.)Playground.
=---------------------------------------------------=
Life is but my playground.
Day is just a joke.
I feel love's warmth all around.
I imagine that I sail away.
Sit around and sleep all day.
Drink booze till I'm full.
But still be able to cut a fool.
Love the laughter, love the way.
Life is my playground.
Yet only for a day.


(45.)Sarah <----THIS IS NOT YOU SARA
=---------------------------------------------------=
Sarah, how I long to be.
Sarah, how I long to see.
Virtue be you on your mount.
The ways I love you I can't begin to count.
You take my heart, you take my soul.
My brain haseth but began to roll.
Please lay next to me, hold me close.
Flower is gone from those.
I held it closely, you took it away.
Please come hold me another day.

(46.)Mole Fish Penises
=---------------------------------------------------=
Short and stout.
They try and pout.
But alas, they are too small.
Mole Fish Penises.
She has them all.
She likes to look, she likes to touch.
But never ever doing to much.
Mole Fish Penises.
Take them away.
They're disgusting and gay.
Mole Fish Penises just go away.


(47.)Pull The Trigger
=---------------------------------------------------=
Voices.
They mock me.
They say I'm worthless.
They say I'm better off dead.
Pick up the gun and dont run.
Pull the trigger.
Your fear's getting bigger.
Pull the trigger.
Die.
Die.
The voices they shove me.
The voices they make fun of me.
Go AWAY!
I'll end it all today.
I'll follow their orders.
Only once.
Death is now.

(48.)Soul
=---------------------------------------------------=
Listen, do you hear that wind?
It's my heart.
It longs for her.
That beutiful girl.
She's elegant and intelligent.
She is my perfect match.
Our destinys are not meant though.
She goes the way I can not follow.
My soul is ripped.
My heart is torn.
The pain she dealt me.
I wish I was never born.
That wind grows louder daily.
Putting out the flames that once stood.
Now I feel misunderstood.
She ripped my heart with hers.
Took a knife and stabbed me deep.
Making it where I cannot sleep.
Please tell her to go away.
She ripped my heart.
I thought she loved me.
I was wrong.
The wind is blowing, all day long.


(49.)My Dark Oblivion
=---------------------------------------------------=
I have a place where I keep all my secret things.
I lock away my pain and suffering.
Throw away my love and trusting.
Put it in this small hall.
Keep it in the bottom of my heart.
Darkness swarms it to keep them out.
These are my precious things.
I keep them here.
No one may see them.
Do not steal my heart only to see what's inside.
I fear you will rip it.
Spill its contents into this world.
Darkness would fill it.
No one could see it.
That is why I keep them locked away.
Do not come in here.
Do not stay.
Let me keep my precious things.
Keep them in my oblivion.


(50.) Don't Touch Me
=---------------------------------------------------=
Stay away, don't come near.
Go away from here.
I don't like you.
You scare me deeply.
Please just don't touch me.
I don't want candy, I'm drug free.
Please o please stop touching me.
Stay away from me, get your hand off that.
Your hurting me.
I can't breathe.
Please mister please.
I'm losing air please don't touch me.
I can't breathe.
Please.

(51.)My Canvas.
=---------------------------------------------------=
I paint my canvas with words o so smoothly.
When the words don't work, I start again newly.
I poke and I pry till the words come out right.
But sometimes my mind has no sight.
My heart trys but it has a hole.
That can be only filled by another's warm soul.
The hole's still there and I can't think.
As I write these words my hopes begin to sink.
Reminding me of my hopeless pleas.
The thoughts bring me to my knees.
I reach for that warm soul but there's nothing.
I end this now in hope's of something.

(52.)Lasso The Moon
=---------------------------------------------------=
If I could make this pain go away then I would lasso the moon, if only for a day.
I would hear the people cheer, bring the warmth o so near.
I would go withou pain for a day.
lasso the moon and throw my toubles away.
Love is the bonds that make up the rope.
I'd lasso the moon, as if only for a day.
Win your heart with a sweet simple smile.
I would lasso the moon and pull it a mile.
Give you the gift of it's warm embrace.
Lasso the moon just to see your sweet face.

(53.)Pain
=---------------------------------------------------=
Pain, fear, am I really here?
Heart, love, will something kill me from above?
Love, pain, it's like being stabbed in the brain.
I can't take this pain.
Knife, kill, should I take the pill?
Murder, smart, it's like a piece of art.
Alone, pain, make it go away.
No please don't leave, just stay.

(54.)If the world ended
=---------------------------------------------------=
If the world ended tommorrow and we all died away.
Would you love me any way?
If a virus killed us all.
Would you still dance with me at the ball?
If you were all alone.
Could you still smell my cheap cologne?
Maybe if I writhe and die.
You would see my reflection in the sky.
What I'm trying to say I guess is this.
If I'm gone could you still live in bliss?
If the world ended, and all was still.
Would your love be strong enough to kill?

(55.)Now (4)
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If now is then, then
now is there, therefore you are
here in the future.

(56.) Painting (5)
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Sun, moon, star, and sky.
Form together in my mind.
The perfect painting.

(57.)Flame
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There's a little flame inside of us all.
If this flame is to go out then we shall go with it.
I hold my flame in the palm of my hand.
Your flame makes a sword of fire to show your true nature.
I play tricks with my flame, cheating death.
You envy my carefree way.
You follow suite.
Your flame deminishes to an ember.
You feel your heart stop.
The flame gets smaller.
We play on.
The flame gets smaller.
You fall to the ground.
Flame gone.
I blow out my candle.

(58.)Right?
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There, stop.
Think about it.
You know you want it.
No, stop.
Don't take it.
That'd be wrong.
...Right?
Ok, stop.
Think it over.
Take it and run.
Go now.
HEY YOU, STOP!
Now look at what you've done.
Should've listened.
I did.
O well.

(59.)The World Is Mine
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The world is mine.
I have conquered above all others.
My head is hung from the pain I endured.
But the world is mine.
I have ravished the plains.
Defeated the castles.
Stolen the lands.
My body is but a mere shell that I have thrown down.
But the world is mine.
I have no feeling, I have no faith.
But o how I have killed.
All is dead beneath me.
All is dead above me.
The world is mine.
Though it be my own.
My world is mine.

(60.)What Has Happened?
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I hang my head with crimson tears.
Thoughts of days long since passed wander through my head.
I think that maybe, just maybe, I'm stay alive.
But I don't know.
My friends withered and torn body lay next to me dead on the floor.
Many more bodies strewn everywhere.
What am I supposed to do?
Who am I supposed to turn to?
Everyone is dead.
The moments before are nothing but a blur.
Why am I hurt, why are they dead?
What has happened?
I look around and see nothing but fear, pain, and death.
What has happened?
Who are you?
You stand tall as if nothing has injured you, why?
You hold something in your hand.
It glows like the blood dripping from my eyes.
What has happened?
Why do you come closer still?
Is my fate at hand, is my time up?
What is to become of me?
WHO ARE YOU?
I gather my strength and I grab a nearby axe.
I hack and I slash, I hack and I slash.
Then my memory returns.
It is I that has happened.
It is I that has killed.
These tears o so crimson are not mine.
They are yours.
What has happened?

(61.)My Love?
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I see you, ever so gracefully.
Staring at me.
I know it's you because I smell you.
The scent is unmisstakeable.
You're there I know it.
But what is this other smell?
Have you brought me a treat my love?
My eyes are old and raggid do not play tricks.
Speak up I can't hear anything but your're heavy breathing.
Did you run my love?
Are you tired?
Come to me and rest.
I shall sooth your wounds.
You seem stronger.
Have you been training?
I think you have.
What IS that aroma.
I smell you unmistakably.
But that noise cannot be you.
Who are you?
You are not my love.
You are evil.
But you smell of my love.
What have you done with her?
If you have killed her.
Do the same to me.
I have no will to go on if that is the case.
I love you my love.
Wherever you may be.
I come to see you.
Wait and see.

(62.)Desolate
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I feel so desolate.
I feel so lonely.
No one is here to comfort me.
No one cares.
Why should I try to impress you?
I don't even know you.
Nor you I.
Why do I feel so desolate?
I try and try.
But no ones cares.
I should give up.
But the desolation keeps me going.
I want something to fill the hole.
To make me a whole.
But none try.
None come near.
I am so desolate.
But I WILL succeed.
I will find you.
I will find my missing piece.
I shall be whole.

(63.)One
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I have the strength of a thousand men,
But the body of one.
I have the intellegence of countless humans,
But the understanding of none.
I try my best at all,
But succeed so little.
Yet I still tread on.
With the strength of an army,
But the legs of a boy.
My mind goes as fast as light,
But so little makes sense.
So I write with the feeling of one,
Hoping to affect all.

(64.)My Diablo
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My Diablo lit the fire.
I didn't do it he lit it all himself.
It was not I who fanned them higher.
Twas My Diablo.
I did not shoot that gun.
It was My Diablo.
He picked it up, shot and run.
Swear it was not me.
I may be blamed.
But my Diablo is the convict.
He will be famed.
Damn My Diablo.

(65.)Lay Me Unto Die
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Lay me, with your gentle hands.
Out accross the streching sea of sorrow.

Lay me out upon the sands.
So that I may weep and cry.

Wish my pain away.
With weary hands and battered thoughts.

Make me feel as if I'll live another day.
I look to you for a relief today.

Please make my tears dry up.
For their crimson color burns me o so deeply.

The rain that pitters on my window.
It makes me drop o so steeply.

Laying here I think of you.
My God your beuty is so great.

May you live forever.
Death is my dreary fate.

Walk me to my grave.
Let my soul touch the sky.

Even if I should fall to hell.
Please, lay me unto die.

(66.)Addiction
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They walk the world
These bony creatures
Flesh ablaze
With no determination
But to feed their
Addiction

Eyes raw
Violent tounge
Hands of scars
With nothing to hold on to
But their
Addiction

It sets them free
And then their found
Lying on the pavement
A pile of bony flesh

They have fed their last
Addiction.

(67.)I Can't
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I can't write another word.
The music has ended.
So hath my soul.
I have no inspiration.
Nothing could make me bold.
No word, no rhyme, I have nothing but time.
Why do I try and write still?
Why don't I just take a pill?
It's end the pain and suffering I go through.
But then there would be no music.
Maybe I should turn it back on.


(68.)I Think
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I sit.
I think.
I think till I reach the brink of no return.
I wander throughout my mind.
But all it does is make me ponder.
Am I real?
Are you fake?
All I know is that I can't make up for my sinful ways.
But I try still.
But then I wonder.
Why am I here?
Who are you, there?
It all just doesn't make sense.
But I must make ammends.
I must commend my friends.
For they are the binding thing that keeps me here.
But I can't hold them dear.
Why?
Who?
When?
These questions confuse me but I think still.
It just doesn't make sense.

(69.)Sleep
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Sleep.
Wish I may, wish I might.
I'd sleep away this starry night.
Dream a dream of so much color.
Wish and think,
Of my mother.
Sleep.
It's so hard to get.
Yet so easy to waste.
Can't find a time to fit.
Sleep away the day instead.
The only time,
When I can rest my head.
Insomnia is her name.
Keeping me awake with precise aim.
Wish I may, wish I might.
Get some sleep,
On this starry night.

(70.)You
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May the night take it's time.
I have no need for it.
I just want you.
Let the day drag on forever.
It won't affect me.
I have you.
The Earth can die.
Shall not have a thing on me.
For I have you.
Our souls intwined.
I have you.
You have me.
That's all I need.

(71.)Lost My Words
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The Government took my words.
Stole them with their preverbial swords.
Risin up to knock me down.
I walk the streets to find my words.
I laugh, I smile, in the end I just frown.
My words were taken by big brother.
Broke my spirit like no other.
But I'll keep on searching.
Took a million years to form this Earth.
Lived in it since birth.
My words took hours to build.
But were destroyed in the bat of an eye.
What about our poor mother Earth?
You know, the tihng that gives us worth.
It could do the same.
Dissappear in a second.
Freedom and democracy.
The things don't come easy to me.
I lost my words to the man.
Made a speech to tell them wrong.
Hired a man, they showed me who's wrong.
Lost my words in one second.
Lost my life in two.
Took 15 years to form who I am.
Only took a second, to lose my words.

(72.)Alone
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Alone now.
Alone then.
Alone with you.
Alone, always.

(73.)Word Power
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As I write these words.
Someone, somwhere, is going to die.
That makes me glad it's not me.
Every other word I write.
Someone's saying eternally, good night.
When I crack a joke,
A man on his deathbed,
Has one last smoke.
Who dies doesn't bother me.
No it's not the violence and sex,
the stuff I see on T.V.
It's the lessons I learn from everyday life.
That's why I'm happy,
Because I know the power in my words.
So I write these final words.
A homicide note,
One full of deathly things.
So this final sentence explains,
someone, somwhere, just blew out their brains.

(74.)But, I'm a coward.
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My soul aches for your embrace.
But, I'm a coward.
My friend fell down,
couldn't get out of the pit.
Shoulda helped.
But, I'm a coward.
Someone challenged me to a fight.
I knew from their actions,
If I walkd away it wouldn't be right.
But they were big.
I should've stayed and defended my honor.
But, I'm a coward.
Could've won with my greats words.
Entered the contest,
Shooulda used my verbs.
But, I'm a coward.
Could show you this poem.
But, I'm a coward.

(75.)Death To Wonka
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Death to Wonka and his evil ways.
Damn that man,
number his days!
His Nerds are not nerdy.
His Taffy not laffy.
Damn that Purple bastard!
Making me buy his candy o so sweet.
He steps on the little man,
fuckin big feet!
Never ending my ass!
That man is like Alice,
Straight through the looking glass!
I hate that man and his Umpa Loompas.
Umpadee doompa this!

(76.)People Say
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People say I'm half a man.
They don't know the things that make who I am.
Why?
Because they don't know about my love.
They don't know that it makes me stronger thanks to you.
Faster, than a speeding bullet.
Better than your wildest dream.
Baby you and me.
Just together.
Forever.
Me and you, can do it.
I know it.
It's true.
Because you make me better.
Faster, stronger, than ever before.
You know it's true.
Baby, you and me.
So don't listen to what those others say.
Baby I'll kill them any day.
Because of you.
Don't you need me?

(77.)Help me, please.
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Help me,
Save me.
I need to find a place to hide.
I'm afraid I'll be swallowed whole.
It'll eat me alive.
I know it.
It's coming.
HELP ME PLEASE!
I beg you, protect me, hide me.
Let me into your heart.
It won't find me there.
Please.
I don't want to die.
PLEASE.

(78.)Leveled Out
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When I'm with you,
My thoughts are pure.
Whenever your near,
Your loves my cure
No matter what I say.
Your love is here to stay.
When you're around.
The angels sing.
And the devils die.
All because of the love you bring.
If only to my eyes,
You have no equal.
You make me wish,
For just one more sequal.
You make my world come to a halt.
Because you make me have no doubt.
Why you ask my sweet little thing?
Because you leveled me out.

(79.) Love (6)
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Love, is only one word.
But my love is much greater.
For it is for you.

(80.)Reverse
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Reverse, reverse.
Bring it on back.
Reverse, reverse.
Put it on track.
Let it flow.
Let it go.
Make it so.
Let it go.
Reverse, reverse.
Bring it on back.
Reverse, reverse.
Put it on track.
Let me see.
Let me be.
I wanna feel it.
Reverse, reverse.
Let me touch it.
Reverse, reverse.
I just wanna see it.
Reverse, reverse.

(81.)Don't Ask Me
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It ended today
You all faded away
Maybe it was meant to be
Don't ask me.
I just know I'm here
and you're all not there.
Why?
Don't ask me.
There's still some rubble.
That's about it.
Wonder where it all went.
O fuck it, my mind is spent.
No more wondering what happened here.
I think I'll just relax and have a beer.
Feels nice with no one around.
Not a single sound.
Why nothing?
Don't ask me.

(82.) The Midnight Toll
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The hour strikes.
The dew grows cooler.
The gravekeepers lantern burns brighter.
While the strong breeze blows
It sends a chill down his spine.
Just then The Midnight Toll.
The dead are sleeping.
Screaming and whaling, "Forever more..."
Their cries do not scare me.
I stay still
And then, The Midnight Toll.
Spirits and spectres.
Ghouls and ghosts.
Whatever you may call them.
They bother me not.
Why?
Just then The Midnight Toll.
The gravekeepers lantern was getting dimmer.
But that has no affect on me.
For,
Spirits and spectres.
Ghouls and me.
That is all I see.
Now it is time I eternally sleep.
Why?
It is my Midnight Toll.

(83.)Coming Out Of Me
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The blood is gushing out of the wall.
The blood is gushing out of my hands.
Why is it gushing?
WHY IS IT GUSHING?
It's not my blood.
Why is it coming out of me.
It's not my blood.
Who's fucking blood is it?
WHY IS IT COMING OUT OF ME?
Why is the wall bleeding?
Why are you bleeding?
WHAT DOES IT ALL MEAN?
WHY IS IT COMING OUT OF ME?
It burns me.
It hurts so bad, why does it sting?
It hurts so bad.
Why is it gushing out of me?
Who's is it?
Is it yours?
WHY AM I BLEEDING?

(84.)Love
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Whistling softly in his ear.
The maiden loved him,
O so dear.

They laid side by side.
Him looking her over,
Full of pride.

They gazed deep into each other's eyes.
With her letting out so deeply,
Loved filled sighs.

The love they shared filled the air,
Sniffing her long blonde,
Beautiful hair.

The room was dark and lit by candle.
The man felt weak, for her love,
Was all he could handle.

As the time went by.
The man with teary eyes,
He began to cry.

She worriedly looked up to him and asked,
"What is wrong my sweet sweet dear,
Hath your heart been doth masked?"

"No my love, it is you."
He silently responded,
"Your love is pure and true."

"I am sorry mine cannot be the same."
He said as wicked thoughts filled his brain.
"I shall leave you, for my lust is to blame."

"We shall make it work."
"Stay, please, I love you."
She let out with a smirk.

And so the lovers held each other the whole night through.
Able only to say,
"I love you."

(85.)Empty Bottle
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I take my time with an empty bottle.
I take my time with a full glass.
I wade through my life.
Not letting a minute pass.
Mother nature said pace yourself.
But father time said speed on by.
So I was lost and confused.
Didn't know what to do.
So I sit here with a bottle.
Drinkin away my thoughts.
I take my time with an empty bottle.
I take my time with a full glass.
I wade through my life.
Not lettin a minute pass.
My father said, "Son don't give up, things will go your way."
But my Mother said "Live your life away, worry about tommorow when it becomes today"
I take my time with an empty bottle.
I take my time with a full glass.
I wade through my life.
Not letting a minute pass.
The bottle's almost empty, glass can't keep up.
My thoughts are askew.
And so I look to you.
What shall I do with my life?
I take my time with an empty bottle.
I take my time with a full glass.
I wade through my life.
Not letting a minute pass.

(86.)Your Love
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Love, love is but a thing to me.
Just a sign for all to see.
It does not show ownership.
It just shows your marksmenship.
Shooting an arrow straight through my body.
Just going to prove, your aim's not shody.
Though it feels good, I know it's just like.
Because it's not strong enough to give my heart a spike.
So, I sit with your sign.
Shot straight in me, sticking out from behind.
Knowing that I'm yours.
But my heart is mine.


(87.)Smile For Me Please.
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I hate to see you look that way.
Smile for me please.
I don't want you to be sad another day.
Smile for me please.
I know your past has been bad.
But I'm here to make it better.
Smile for me please.
If you would just smile, I'd be so glad.
But I'm here to make it better.
Smile for me please.
I wish I could make all your worries melt away.
Just to see you smile.
But I'm here to make it better.
Smile for me please.
I'd be the happiest man alive, if only for today.
Just to see you smile.
But I'm here to make it better.
Smile for me please.

(88.)Mutanity
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Mutaniy, mutaniy, I'm taking back.
You were controlling even from the start.
You tryed to take me down with you.
Tried to make me fall.
Mutaniy, mutaniy, I'm takin back my heart.
Why did I love you?
It doesn't make sense at all...
You may be good looking but you ugly on the inside.
You took my heart away...
Mutaniy, mutaniy, I'm taking back my heart....


(89.)You Cry
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You make my path hard.
You make me sacrifice.
I make you smile.
You bring me down to the ground.
You bring me happiness.
I make you feel a little better.
You tell me you love me.
You tell me you'll always be here.
I pull you closer.
You wish I were like you.
You wish I'd just go away.
I make you happy.
You don't want to be near me.
You don't love me.
I go away.
You cry.
You cry.
I cry.

(90.)I Wish I Could Make It Better.
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I wish I could make it better.
Better for you an me.
Make you feel wanted.
Make you feel free.
But I can't play with your emotions.
Can't make you feel at ease.
All I can do for you baby.
Is get on my knees and please.
I wish I could make it better.
Better for you an me.
But I can't do much to help you.
But set you free.
Love you every minute.
Of every waking day.
Make you feel special.
Make you wanna say:
"I wish I could make it better."
"Better for you an me."
"Cus I love you baby."
"Just like you love me."
So, I'll make it better.
To the full of my extent.
Make you feel wanted.
Make you want to repent.

(91.)Porcelain Angel
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You're just like an angel.
You're beautiful to me.
I wish I could touch.
See if you bleed.
I think you're made of porcelain.
Cus you're so fragile to me.
I'm scared that I'll break you.
You'll shatter to the ground.
So I hold you softly.
Hold you in my arms.
You're just like an angel.
My little porcelain angel.
Please don't break on me.