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Oh ethereal soul
How can I keep you in?
When you're not even real.
(607.) Take What You Will 08/13/06 5:52 A.M.
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Provoke my thoughts
Probe my mind
Stab your needle anywhere
Take any fluid you want
My brain is nothing
My feelings mean naught
My heart is black and useless
Please, just leave me my dignity
Because you've already taken my soul.
(608.) I Sure Hope 08/13/06 5:55 A.M.
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I sure hope there's a heaven
I think there's a hell
Not as if it matters
To me
(609.) The Coward's Way? 08/13/06 5:58 A.M.
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I know you're only trying to help
But just let me feel sorry for myself
Let me fester in my own brooding sadness
Stop trying to fix me
I'm not broken
Just wishing I were
(610.) Brittle Bones 08/21/06 10:06 P.M.
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Well these bones are too brittle
I still can't believe they won't break
Well these tears sting too bad
Why don't my eyes just melt?
My raionale is too frail
Will my world crumble?
My beliefs are too weak
Can God still love me?
(611.) Carbonation 08/21/06 10:08 P.M.
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Live life in a bottle
Uncork and run over
I'll fizz till I'm gone
No carbonation to explode
(612.) Atleast I Asked 08/21/06 10:09 P.M.
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I asked God why,
Not once did he ever answer me.
(613.) An Ideal 08/21/06 10:10 P.M.
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I'm only in love with an ideal
An idealistic view that someday I'll find love
Someday on my journeys
During one day in my campaign to make the world a better place
I'll meet a girl who I'll love at first sight
Who I'll one day marry
Settle down with
be happy
But I already know I won't believe myself
And I'll just ignore the notion of love
The only notion I look forward to














