The message behind it is that according to some religions I've already lost mine due to wicked deeds.


(614.) Mirror Land 09/10/06 7:54 P.M.
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Please, let me follow you through that window
The mirror in the corner
a window to exotic lands
Dreams come true, hopes become material
And I hold my future in my hands.
You take it from my grasp
You go back to your land of fantasy
You leave me behind
I can not follow
I can only watch you walk away
Holding my future in your deliquecent hands
Carry them softly,
I look forward to our tommorrow.

(615.) Marble Floor 09/10/06 7:58 P.M.
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You traverse the marble slates
That spread the width of my mind
You tempt me
With your silver wings of silk
Oh you harlette of disdaine colors
I love the way you wear your personality
You've got something about you,
And I love the way you flaunt it
The endless halls within my mind
lead all to the end
The end of you,
please guide me to the entrance
I want to go again

(616.) Sweet Fruit 09/17/06 5:55 A.M.
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Sweet fruit from a tree just out of reach
I long for the sweet offspring as a delicate girl tries to preach
I think how beautiful she must trully be
Beneath all those words she's thrown at me
I love her despite her best efforts to drive me away
She could scream to her God almighty every day
But in those moments when she's just herself
And not another vessel for a religion taken off a generic shelf
She is beautiful, this I know
Blind, but not with the love I show
My glasses are useless, my words are frail
Her skin is soft, her texture pale
I'll show her my affection tonight,
but of that temptatious fruit I will never bite
I'll always listen to you sermon,
but will you?

(617.) I Long TO Kiss Her 09/17/06 6:00 A.M.
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Soft pillows on the bed
heads entwined by love

(618.) Inside The Outside 09/17/06 6:01 A.M.
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Inside of me is a lover
Outside a fighter
Inside I will cry
Outside shed not a tear
Inside I fel empowered
Outside I empower
Inside I am quiet
Outside I won't shut-up
Inside I love you
Outside I'll stay your friend
Inside I have an image
Outside a canvas
Inside I have a plan
Outside is the world

(619.) I'll Change You World 09/17/06 6:03 A.M.
=---------------------------------------------------=
I'll change you world
I'll change your ways
I'll change your people
I'll change you,
just as much
As she changes me

(620.) In THe Dark 09/17/06 6:05 A.M
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Oh I was blind
oh we were free
But I open my eyes
and despise what they see
Honey we're together
but only in the dark
And my eyes can't adjust
by the light of a spark

(639.) Perhaps My Thoughts Will Return 10/22/06
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I'm feeling rather empty,
Not sure what to write
Nothing feels right
Perhaps my thought are gone

(640.) Wearing Make-up 10/22/06
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Something poetic?
Is that all I need to say?
My heart flutters like fireflies on a summer night
It's bullshit
just covering up the simple,
In a beautiful way
I'd much rather just say "I'm heart-broken"
but that's not pretty enough
I'm feeling like god himself has groped my insides
the divine feeling of being punished
Just can't be described by "I'm heart broken"
No, fate itself has proverbially fucked my innards
I just want the pain to stop
This melancholy drifting does me no good
Dolling it up with words does me no better
But I find consolance in those words
Those life jacket like words
Keeping my head barely above depression
I'm sinking
I'm drowning
I'm just sad
Why won't she just let me on the boat?

(641.) This is a bad poem 10/22/06
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Boo said the ghost of christmas past
They all cried out as the apirition flew fast
Down main street he dissapeared
Fat with food, choking be the only thing he feared
Eat and eat was all he knew
Choked to death becase he didn't chew

Chew his food he did not
So soon to life he said adieu

(642.) Words Fail 10/22/06
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Why should I lie by saying words?
Words cannot describe this emotion
That it is better to speak
than to keep this feeling inside me
But what is this emotion?
It's not love
It's not friendship
It's wanting to warm you when you're cold
It's wanting to dry your tears
It's wanting to make you happy
So, fucking happy
But not being able to show it
Because I'm too scared you'll ask
What I call it
And you know not the word

(643.) God's Art 10/25/06
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God's brush sroke
He has painted the very sun into the sky
With small swirls wind awaken the leaves
dancing with each other
with their crimson colors
such as embers round flame
When all the leaves have floated away
when the trees are barren with despair
A simple stroke and blossoms burst with life
One slash of paint strikes down all that stand in God's way
God is an artist
He paints in vibrant love
what is the color of love?
it is the color of the soul
The color of the unknown
to express the enigma
which defines life
with artful care
God will paint us the world
God will manifest us with celestial brush
You say life is ugly
I say it is beautiful
Let us not judge the art of God
Merely admire the picture

(644.) Hold Out, I'm Coming 10/25/06
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One room
Two souls
Countless nights of hunger
Poverty makes no friends
Hunger makes only grumbles
Jobs worked to the bone
They're both so tiny
I want to save them
Carry them to a better life
But I'm too young
too inexperienced in the world
worlds apart from me
I hide hope under the milk carton
Hope in the form of a $50 bill
I've no need for it
I have a want
But that is overcome by their need
By my love
Ride out the storm
I'll come save you
Just give me time to mature
When the time comes
I will save you
I will by the God damn grace of my hands
Save you
I will carry you on my back through the flames of hell
To safety
For I love you
I don't want to take you to bed
I want to take you home
You are my family
not of blood
But of love
2 souls
1 love
Countless reasons to hold out

(645.) Topic: Shoes 11/01/06
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Walking in ruby slippers
She glides gracefully across the screen
Color temptress of the world
We rest in black and white
But dream in vibrant hues
Our dreams manifest into Gods
beasts
and loves
You were there
he was too
and you were in love

(646.) Topic: Food 11/01/06
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If the world was made of gumdrops
the world would be melting
If the world was made of chicken
It'd be half-cooked
If the world was made of Skittles
the blue would kill the red
If the world was made of food
We'd eat it all too fast

(647.) Topic: Hate 11/01/06
=---------------------------------------------------=
You're blind
Blind with hate
blind with eyes of glass
That shattered and you put them back in
But they're cracked
And the shards keep cutting you
Blind with pain
caused by your own carelessness
Blind because you won't wear the glass
Glasses we made
So what if the remind you of me
Did you learn nothing?

(648.) Topic: Stupidity 11/01/06
=---------------------------------------------------=
You're just stupid
Backwards
Stupid, you are not just
Look both ways before you cross the street
Don't just trust the word of the blindman
Somethings you just ca't hear
Only when you see both sides,
Look both ways,
Can you be safe
be smart
Don't just blindly cross the road

(649.) Topic: Class 11/01/06
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I am in a class all my own
My father could be rich
but he's too stingy
my mother could be poor
if she didn't keep fighting to keep her head afloat
I am too poor to buy these nice things I own
But so rich in experience
I can achieve my goals
my clothes are second hand
from a first hand
My money is my own
worked for in days short and sweet
I live my life for art
for the culture
I am rich in this culture
But poor to you
So when I retire a millionare of taste
And you retire with more money than you know what to do with
Good luck spending it on something besides short spurts of happiness
I've got my dreams
I'll survive on them
And not spend a penny

(653.) Start.......Finish 12/05/06 10:07 P.M.
=---------------------------------------------------=
Where do my rights end?
And yours begin?
Does your religion pick up,
right where mine left off?
For I have no religion,
and I suppose yours is now mine
For it is based off absolution,
no?
Fact is overcome by religion!
but does your religion overule my liberty?
I want to be free,
just as much as you.
You got to choose your religion,
now let me choose mine
you've had your turn

(654.) I Envision Endless Fields 12/10/06 11:22 P.M.
=---------------------------------------------------=
I yearn to walk alongside mountains
And traverse men's watery graves
Notepad in my palm
And loud speakers in my ears
Tellng me of long lost loves
Absolute truths
along with whatever else
makes the world turn
I'd eat mana scraped from the dew
Then write a few verses about how I miss you
I'll act out one man plays
For no audience
Letting my imagination run
Stopping to allow my brain to catch up
Then explore some more
Pretend I'm an aeroplane
Arms spread wide
Running through an endless field

but I'm sitting here
peering over logic's grave
Keyboard under my fingers
And loud speakers sitting in sight
Telling me of New York
and grasping at the unattainable
along with whatever else
tickles my fancy
Eating food barely passable
As itself
Writing out what I'd like to do
if I had someone to miss
Acting out a one-man play
With God as my audience
My brain is racing
And my imagination can't keep up
There's nothing new to see
Pretending I'm lonely
Heart open wide to welcome
And not having a hard time
filling the role

(660.) Gaurdian 01/03/07 1:56 A.M. - 2:01 A.M.
=---------------------------------------------------=
I'm not sure why she does it
Or if she really does
Sometimes her words are so empty
Yet she still puts her heart into them
In hopes that somehow blood will course through them
And bring the words right off the screen
She's just bleeding all over nothing
Making sacrifices to a God she doesn't believe in
Who may not even exist
But she's trying
And I admire her for that
The amount of faces I see
That smile back at her
Astounds me
Once we had a conversation
Where her words weren't empty
And I think she thought I was one of them
One of the downtrodden orphans of life she took under her wings
She realized something in me,
I'm not sure what.
But she saw it
And her words to me are empty
I fear at times,
that I am what she shields the world from
That great evil we all tremble before
No one's trembling before me
But so many tremble after

(661.) To My Daughter, 01/03/07 2:02 A.M. - 2:03 A.M.
=---------------------------------------------------=
when you arrive I will make you a crown of stars
And teach you that you are queen of all you see
But you must never touch
Without permission

(662.) To My Son, 01/03/07 2:03 A.M. - 2:06 A.M.
=---------------------------------------------------=
when you arrive I will make you a blanket from my dreams
And you will keep warm when you are young
Tie it round your neck to show you are a hero when you are older
And you will sleep with it till you grow old
But you must mend it with your own dreams
Make sure it still keeps you warm
Someday it will warm your son

(663.) Which Girl Shall It Be? 01/03/07 2:07 A.M. - 2:08 A.M.
=---------------------------------------------------=
I realized,
As I looked over all the one-of-a-kind designs
They were all the same
With little variances between them
I still couldn't find the one I was looking for
So I kept browsing

(664.) For Future Reference 01/03/07 2:09 A.M. - 2:12 A.M.
=---------------------------------------------------=
I apologize,
You don't deserve what I've done
But I have done it
And that can never
ever
be undone
This should not be a poem,
but I'm keeping it here
so one day
when I'm older
I'll read it
And apologize
once more

(665.) Old And Decrepid 01/03/07 2:13 A.M. - 2:16 A.M.
=---------------------------------------------------=
I want my mind to grow older than my body
So that I may still talk
when I can no longer move
Tell them not to do what I have done
Tell them how to live their lives
Tell them of all the world I saw
And still be able to realize I'm not talking to anyone

(666.) How Stereotypical 01/03/07 ? - ?
=---------------------------------------------------=
Is it wrong of me,
to want to be him?
Just to prove them all wrong....

(667.) She May Never Read Of This, Let Us Hope She Does 01/03/07 2:20 A.M. - 2:25 A.M.
=---------------------------------------------------=
I am entranced with the thought of you
But repulsed by the touch
So I become a cur
And treat you odiously
How far I trully have fallen

(669.) Soft Flesh 01/18/07 6:58 PM - 7:00 PM
=---------------------------------------------------=
Her flesh was softer than mine
Her words more callous
Freckles dotted her nose
I so longed to connect each one with my finger
She wouldn't allow me to touch her
So I never asked to

(670.) Continued At A Later Date 01/18/07 7:01 PM - 7:02 PM
=---------------------------------------------------=
Would you be so kind as to move?
I seem to be late to work
We won't be going anywhere if I can't drive
Walk with me, we will talk
You sit there
I stand here
We'll continue our lecture later

(671.) 01/18/07 7:06 PM - 7:07 PM
=---------------------------------------------------=
I love you,
I always will
My words aren't near as strong
As my actions
But my actions would scare you
And you don't want to read my words
So I'll write them for me
Because I know how much they mean

(672.) Falling Stars 01/25/06 2:56 AM - 2:56 AM
=---------------------------------------------------=
I keep jumping from falling star
to falling star
Because I'm having too much fun
Always crashing down

(673.) Consolidating The Library 02/06/07 11:25 PM 11:31 PM
=---------------------------------------------------=
Three thousand little lifetimes
Spread out over eight minuscule days
Building up like bodies after the bombing
Each one told me a different tale
From being born to multiply
To dying to see tomorrow
I didn't hear every speech
I closed their mouth from time to time
I can't handle all those worlds
Just all the world
Give me time
Give me reason
And I'll tell you
The season
In which I'll die
But only if you listen
To a lifetime

(674.) Him There 11:32 - 11:3
=---------------------------------------------------=
He screamed some more
His fist raised
He looked into my eyes
I never flinched
never blinked
He rubbed his hand in pain afterwards
I just stared at him
Calm
With all those words in my eyes
That would shatter his soul if I spoke them
And he knew
He saw something in my eyes
And he knew
He would never make that mistake again
And I knew
I was better than him

(675.) Smarter 02/09/07 1:37 A.M. - 1:44 A.M.
=---------------------------------------------------=
I calmly shared my words with him
He wanted to scream so badly
But he cared too much of what random people thought
He didn't want to make a spectacle of himself
Just last week he preached to me about not caring
About how others viewed him
I apparently don't know my father
I'm the closest person to him
But he swears I don't know him
I've spoken to his ex-wives
His mother
His siblings
His daughter
My brother who might as well be his first child
And they all agree with me
But ofcourse,
None of us know him
He is the universally misunderstood
Martyr for his beliefs
He's playing his film
From a projector onto the wall
But he's putting a stain glass window
Inbetween the two
Apparently it's our fault
For not getting to know him
"I AM SMARTER THAN YOU."
He screams at me
I'm nearly 18 years younger
Than he was when he first made all those mistakes
It's not as if I learned his lesson
Just today either
I knew when I was 5
"Mom, I will never be my father, or my brother."
I remember saying that to her
I remember her smiling
He's more experienced
but sometimes experience doesn't mean
a thing
if you don't know how to use it
I know for a fact he'd make the same choices
As he did back then
if he could
But he's too old
too unattractive
too hated
To have the same power
So he claims he's learned his lesson
"I'll never make those mistakes again."
He didn't view them as mistakes
I know he still doesn't
I know sometime you're going to read this
And you're going to hate every word
Well, I'm enjoying every second of your agony
Why am I so malicious?
Because you're so heartless in things
You only say half the things you do
Out of worry of us knowing the truth of who you are
Just last week he preached to me about not caring
We've been over this
I've been over the facts
And I'm smarter than you

(676.) It Was Planted On My Birthday 02/14/07
=---------------------------------------------------=
Will my memory out live the trees?
Will my children tell my tales to theirs?
Or will I die out a mortal?
Living my short life
And nothing more
I want not the popularity of history
Or the glory of a memory
I just want some man to be happier
Some odd lifetimes down the line
Thanks to the toil of my mind
The sweat of my soul
Give me not your fame
Only let me give you my legacy

(677.) Rippling Kisses 02/14/07
=---------------------------------------------------=
I kisser her,
In a moment of love
There was no one there
No memories besides our own
I will never forget the look in her eyes
But there's nothing else
Her taste rests in my soul
Like a stone resting at the bottom of a lake
Skipped across the surface
Leaving no trace of the interaction
But sending ripples in my soul

(678.) <02/14/07
=---------------------------------------------------=
There's a certain aspect to them
An endless well of life constantly flowing
But it's hidden away
like a brook deep within caverns
No man will wash in it's youthful ambrosia
For it's a river inside of his temple
It's not private
Just not in public
You'll never drink from the eternal though
Because you won't get to know him

(679.) <02/14/07
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He looks so goofy
lip synching
Words from the cords

(680.) <02/14/07
=---------------------------------------------------=
They're holding hands
Exchanging words
Parting ways
Holding more hands

(681.) <02/14/07
=---------------------------------------------------=
Playing sad songs on no instrument
That make depressing sounds
Take lessons
Teach yourself
Just for the love of happiness
Play a cheerier song

(682.) <02/14/07
=---------------------------------------------------=
Won't you please believe me
Trist is earned
But you never gave me a chance for any
No, you won't believe me will you.

(683.) <02/14/07
=---------------------------------------------------=
I sat in fire
To see if it burned
I listened to what others said
But I just had to feel it
for myself
And it burned

I stayed beneath the water
to see if my lungs would collapse
if what they said was true
They were right
and I choked out the last bit
of water

I fell in love
to see what it was like
I listened to what others said
nothing said twice
no definitions
it was glorious
but it ended
and what they said came true
and my heart collapsed
and it burned

(684.) <02/14/07
=---------------------------------------------------=
She stood between me and my reflection
a warm smile
porcelain skin
forceful touch would crack her spirit
And that body could barely hold in such a grand soul
She was a god draped in humanity
Each inch worth more than my whole
Dancing around the room
out of my sight
leaving me forelorn
i saw myself
every useless inch
the meaningless whole
rough hands
weathered eyes
and an unworthy love
I spoke out
"Thank you,
for being you,
and loving me."

(685.) <02/14/07
=---------------------------------------------------=
I don't think you're beautiful
I think you're pretty
But not beautiful

I don't think you're amazing
I think you're interesting
But not amazing

I don't think I want to be your lover
I think I'd like to be your friend
But not your lover

(686.) <02/14/07
=---------------------------------------------------=
Love is an excuse for logic to fail
Teenagers use it all the time
Rarely anyone knows it's true meaning
And those who do
are ficional

(687.) <02/14/07
=---------------------------------------------------=
Sad sons played
for an apathetic crowd
That claims to see God
In oil stains,
grilled cheese,
cracked glass,
and their own reflection

(688.) <02/14/07
=---------------------------------------------------=
he came back
full of false truths
and he filled the rest
full of hope

(689.) <02/14/07
=---------------------------------------------------=
You're smarter than that
You're chasing love,
but you know better
You've got your entire life in front of you
But you have a different boy every week
Tasting of their lust
I've been down to the water
I've been drunk off that sweet river
With her godlike taste on my lips
But the river from which you sip,
is poisoned by lust
You're better than this
You're beautiful
You know who you are
And you know better.

(690.) <02/14/07
=---------------------------------------------------=
he was speaking in a language
that only men such as him spoke
And he translated it over again in his head
And again
A language of numbers
That explain all of life
I read what he wrote
And he translated again
Into his own language
That none of us knew

(691.) <02/14/07
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There's a place beyond your side
And far beyond mine.
Where neither matters
And gardens grow
Meet me there
We will disscuss the world
And smell the flowers

(692.) <02/14/07
=---------------------------------------------------=
Fear not the sleeping dreamers
They will wake and ther dreams melt away
Take not lightly the man who dreams waking
He dreams with both eyes open to the world
He will never awake to falsities
Only live to the fruition of his dreams


(693.) <02/14/07
=---------------------------------------------------=
I will walk on pathways made of stars
Peering over lakes of black
And breathing in false air
I'm in the dead city
Someday they'll walk on me

(694.) My Privilege 12:09 AM - 12:12 AM
=---------------------------------------------------=
I shall eat a single apple
And call it dinner
I never heated the food I said I would
More important things to attend to

I will do what I want with my life
And call it my right
It's my world after-all
Isn't it?

I'm not sure what my life is anymore.
But I'll call it a privilege
Treat it as such
And take it for granted

(695.) It Was So Depressing 02/27/07 10:14 PM - 10:17 PM
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Death walked slowly towards us
She reached out her hand for me
I grabbed it
But it was already cold
The look in her eyes told me to pull
Please in the name of everything I hold dear
Pull
I did
But she didn't move
Her wings crumpled beneath the blows
Mine too weak from battle to help
And I pulled
And pulled
And kissed her
And held her to my chest
So she could hear my life still coursing
And I cried to death
"Take me instead, please oh please, take me instead."
Her hands were cold
Her cheeks were cold
Her heart was silent
But her eyes begged me to keep trying

(696.) Impress The World? 03/01/07 12:54 AM - 12:57 AM
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She pointed out that I commented on my own speech
As if constantly writing notes for my autobiography
And questioned herself,
perhaps he is trying to impress someone?
no, you have impressed everyone you could ever want to
Then why?
Because I would rather impress myself
and make my mother proud
Than impress the world
And she is proud no matter what I do,
so that leaves only one thing left
Impress myself

(697.) Open Flames I Share With You 03/01/07 12:57 AM - 1:00 AM
=---------------------------------------------------=
Our joy is an open flame
and all others are a hearth
waiting to accommodate
Our sorrow is a never ending glass of water
and others basins waiting to be filled
Share in your burden so that your glass may not break
but do not drown others so that theirs may
Warm others hearts with your happiness
but do not smother them with your flames

(698.) The World Is Too Much With Us? 03/01/07 1:00 AM - 1:07 AM
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He said the World is too much with us
And I believe him
For I want all the world to be with me
She said we are our own infinite
That she was part of it
And all was an extension of her
but human logic is flawed in this way
I believe that there is a limit
To infinite
There is a number
that is the highest we can ever achieve
and it is one less
than the lowest
I told her of the religion
Where we are all one
She said she hated religion
I love religion
I want true religion
For in true religion,
I find true life
She called it nothing more than Death Insurance
I call it reassurance
but I shall never know true religion
until it is too late
so I shall work backwards
I will find true life
And then find true religion
But true life for me
is so different for others
Thus their true religion must also be different
I think I speak of spiritual humanism
Least that is what my fore-fathers named it
I call it truth
I want not to hamper anyone's happiness
Ghandi said be the change you wish to see in the world
I live my life on this
I do not impose on others
what I believe to be true
As I said
True life for me
is not true life for all
Truly then,
the world IS too much with us

(699.) My Sentence 03/05/07 10:15 PM - 10:20 PM
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I have recieved my sentence
I shall die someday
and go to hell
or be reborn lower on the chain
or cease to be
or many other possible things
each one more depressing than the last
unless I repent
accept blindly what others offer me
drink from cups stained with many lips
poisoned with human greed
but based in human purity
how am I suppose to know the amount of poison?
drink
and know that someday I will die
a second death
or abstain
and die only once

(701.) My Life
=---------------------------------------------------=
X = L
L =((C-F)/(M-l+f)) to the power of &#969;
C = &#937;T
F = t/&#937;
M = &#945;N
&#945; = m+i
m = -&#937;/(T-t)
i = -&#937;2/(T2-t2)
N = -l
l = (&#937;C)/m
f = m&#945;t

X = Who I Am
L = The sum of my life
C = Correct Knowledge
F = False Knowledge
M = mistakes I've made
l = lesson I've learned
T = truth I am taught
&#937; = My Logic
t = falses I am taught
&#945; = my error
N = my naivety
i = others ignorance
m = my own ignorance
f = False lessons learned
&#969; = Faith

(702.)I'm Too Cocky 03/06/07
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You watch me
Label me as weird
As if your opinions
Would somehow cure me
of this wretched disease
you've diagnosed me with
Each and every part of me
I have poured my blood and tears into
crafted from diamonds in my soul
it is a tower of me
you may strike it's walls
but I will mend your scars
to you it looks like a shack
to me it is a home
Just because
you don't udnerstand
the paint splattered on a canvas
doesn't make it any less
than someone's soul
portrayed forever
I am my soul
I show you my soul
Show some gratitude
It's my gift to you

(703.) 300 12:28 PM - 12:32 PM 03/10/07
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Any man struck down by injustice
Will go out in a blaze of glory
Brighter than any star
Warmer than any hell
It will burn into the memories of all who witness it
And echo in every ear that hears it's tale
They die, so that you may live
Remember them

(711.) Ghandi ? - 2:15 AM 03/20/07
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Ghandi Stood For Something
Be the change you wish to see in the world

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Thank you Ghandi,
For being the change
You wished to see


(712.) Grave Sleeping 12:15 AM - 12:15 AM 03/21/07
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I will lie in my grave
And think of all the things
That I could have been
And cherish all the things I had become


(713.) Read Red Book
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Read red book
Bring back black
You're pink with love
And I'm green with envy

(714.) Goodbye Father
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Short, simple
No love
Just a handshake
Goodbye father

(715.) The World Is Cold
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Hold my hand
I can't feel the world again
And I'm scared

(716.) Not The Movies
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A little boy fishes for stars
A lion roared
And the credits rolled on

(717.) Gods Game
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You're young
too young for such affairs
surely you realize
that love is a game of the Gods
where lives hang not only in the balance
but also on the scales
Your weight is too much
for you still have your whole life before you
It's not weighing you down
merely lifting you up
You bet your fate when you claim love
fulfill your lust if you must
But stop playing with the Gods
Stay at the base of the mountain
and keep living
you're young still

(718.) On The Limb
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I looked out the window
At the autumn trees outside
They were ablaze with sunshine
And battling away the dark clouds

There on a limb
I saw your eyes
The color of your Iris
The jade sea of hope

Once again I could not focus
I was lost in your eyes again

(719.) Days Thoughts
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She spread out peanut butter
Chopped 3 bananas
Put the loaves together
And remembered the day

(720.) Blood or Milk?
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Should I drink of milk?
Or of blood?
They offer both
I'll drink of milk today
And blood tomorrow

(721.) Drunk On Sobriety
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I walked barefoot on fallen petals
and felt your soft skin on my arm
hand's intwined much the same
as our fates
I picked you a flower
And smelled of your perfume
I was drunk off our love
And high off your scent
Then you left
And I stopped picking flowers
I was sober on logic
And grounded by isolation

(722.) Never Be Whole Again?
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Here, take a piece of me with you
let it warm you when you are cold
Let it cry when you are sad
It will comfort youw when the world is cruel
It will love you even when you're filled with hate
It will be there when they all leave
It will care when nothing matters
But remember,
without you here
I can never be whole

(723.) Highscores
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Pieces fit together perfectly
Clearing the screen
No highscores
But i still put in my name

(724.) Schools of Thought 03/27/07
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I have hope in people
But I realize we make mistakes
I suppose that makes me a realist
I know that nothing last forever
And things that do
never seem to be beneficial
I must be a pessimist
But I know if we work together
if we all strive towards perfection
Then we can achieve something worth having
we just need faith in each other
Optimism must be the school I am taught in
Stop classifying
We're all different,
in the same ways
That doesn't mean we're insignificant
It means we are human

(725.) Nature is Natural, Okay John Stuart Mill? 03/27/07
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The river never runs just how you want it to
The sky is rarely your perfect shade of blue
Every atom doesn't bond in just the right way
Black just isn't black enough
Perfection is what we strive for
nature is what we settle for

(726.) Someday We'll Get There 03/27/07
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Nothing is perfect
Not your God
Not my God
and certainly not us
But that doesn't mean we can't try to achieve it


(727.) You're Worth Something To Me 03/27/07
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Religion seems to be the natural way of man
to destroy his own ego
"I am unimportant
so I give unto the lord
all that I am."
I am ignorant
but I refuse to give up
who I am.
Pride is not the issue at hand
More so self-worth

(728.) Oh, I Never Realized 03/27/07
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So, I'm pessmistic?
Thank you pot,
This kettle will takes your words to heart.

(729.) Take Take Take 03/27/07
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Just because you like it
Doesn't mean I will
Just because you need it to live
Doesn't mean you should take it from me
I will gladly give all I have
if you only ask
But realize that what I have
is for everyone
You can have as much as you need
But please think of others

(730.) Such Heavy Hearts
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She spoke
Of pain unincumbered by thought
I felt her words
And buckled under their weight

(731.) Lucidity
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I want to close my eyes
Then bleed into your memories
Touch each finer to my thumb
Recounting every moment
Anchoring every thought
To an emotion
An emotion I no longer feel
But in my dreams

Alright, the poem you requested is the second one Mattox. I find inspiration in everything Mav. I wish I could be more specific, but I trully do. I've watched over 1500 movies, I have in my music collection over 10000 songs, and I've read more than a few bookcases full of books. I own tons of art pieces. I study people all the time they are my purest form of inspiration. I love this world we have here.

(751.) Wink Away 04/23/07 12:15 AM - 12:16 AM
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Ah, it would seem the heavens parted
lowered to us an angel
Who winked
And somehow melted away our worries
Push on

(752.) A Single Idea 04/23/07 12:15 AM - 12:37 AM
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He came
With an idea
He planted it firmly in fertile ground
He cut a piece of his heart
And wrapped it round the seed
Others came to water it
To mend it's leaves
To marvel in it's beauty
They hung their ornaments on it's branches
From the moment it was strong enough to bare them
They took comfort in it's shade
and ran their fingers along it's trunk
feeling every indention
Speaking of every carving they made
But who's tree was it?
The man's surely!
He provided it's womb
it's fetus
it's birth
no no no
The first people surely!
They made sure it grew right
protected it from the weather
shielded it from the axe of fate
gaurded it from the world
no no no
It was those that came later!
Sure,
the others grew the idea
but they left it to be tended by those after
who swung from it's branches
long before those of the modern age
who first carved their names upon it's coat
who made sure the tree kept growing
But what about those now?
They helped the hope grow back
Because in their fighting
They never noticed the idea dying right next to them
It's everyones
Those
who gaurded it
lost control of
those
who abused it
And did nothing better than blame the others
Let us band together
Work side by side
And bring springs gentle rays
To wash over
To drown out the apathy that poisons its' roots
To make better
What we all made worse
There will be an idea
Firmly rooted in the ground
To show those that came before
To shade all those that are here
And it's fruit shall feed those who come after
Now if you'll excuse me
I must tend to my obligations